I just finished reading Breaking Dawn, the fourth book in the Twilight series. I love these books! The 4th book was definitely the longest and most interesting to read. I am hearing rumors of a 5th book coming to be called Nightfall. Does anyone know about this?

I am now halfway through reading Eclipse. So far, New Moon is my favorite book of the series. I cannot wait for the movie. This series is so addicting!!

My daughter and I are reading Twilight together and loving it! I didn't want to see the movies until I had a chance to read the books and my friend just loaned us the whole series. wheeeeeeee!

My sister had a beautiful baby girl on Halloween. Her name is Helena (after the MCR song). She's huge - 9 lbs. 8 oz.

It was so exciting!! I hope to have pics soon.

It's been over a year since my last journal update. Alot has happened since then.

In May of this year, my fiance, the person I believed with all my heart was my soulmate for the past 4+ years suddenly walked out on me. He gave me the only real family I have ever known. There was no warning. He never tried to talk to me. He just left. And when he did, he took my heart with him. He left me with nothing. I've never felt so scared and alone in my life.

Since then, I've been struggling to get back on my feet and start a new life. I found a good job with some really amazing people working in a doctor's office. A few weeks ago I moved to Hollywood, FL, not too far from where I was living before. I'm trying to take one day at a time.

I still feel really lost and really scared, but I refuse to give up. I believe in the saying that everything happens for a reason. I just can't wait until I figure out the reason for what I've been through the past few months.